Life

Why don't we choose our own paths in life? why do we let people have a say in what we do? are we the kind of people that will let others walk all over us? are we the type that don't know how to plan our own lifes? We are the ones that choose our own paths, we don't always let people have a say in our lifes if we do it is usually for the best, we are not the type of people that will let others walk all over us, we are the type that will find a way to plan our life no matter what struggles we shall face along the way.

This is our life it is our say what we do. Yes we shall make mistakes along the way that is what makes us learn the right from wrong life didn't not come with a guide telling us how to do everything correctly and avoid mistakes along the way.

In life we will always make mistakes even simple ones and people will try and bring us down because of these mistakes but we shall not let it effect us we shall walk tall with our heads held high.

We are strong people we know how to go about our lifes we wont take what people say straight to heart and that wont effect us in a negative way.

We will not listen to the rumors said about us and we wont spread rumors about people because that isn't the done thing. people who spread rumors are those who have nothing better to do in life other than to bring someone down.

Along the way we shall make friends someone of them will leave, some of them will stay with you for the rest of your life, some of them will talk behind your back and some of them will stand up for you.

This is our LIFE we will do what we want with it and go about it in the correct way.

Music these days

Everyone has there own taste in music.. but has anyone realized hoe music theses days are the same as they used to be.. they dont have the meanings anymore now there just words with a beat or a soundtrack behind them..
What happened to the good old music like Frank Sinatra, the beatles, tony bennet and Ray charles? some of you may have no clue who i am talking about, go ahead and listen to a few songs of theirs and compare them to the music you listen to now.
Some of you will say that beyonce, lady gaga, chris brown, brittney spears and nicki minaj are amazing artists but have you every sat back and gone through their music and seen anything that is amazing. Here are a few examples britnneys spears song Phonography would you say that it teaches young children out there good morals? well heres your answer no it dosent  as for lady gaga her video clips arent suited for young children as for beyonce yes we all know that she is a well know pop star and yes some of you reading this may disagree with me by saying that her songs have true meanings to her kids will look at her as a role model child dont know right from wrong they just do what they see, beyonce dresses racy in some of video and i would not want my children to dress like that. last not least nicki minaj she is all about showing off what she paid for also known as her boobs nicki minaj isnt a classy artist she dosent have taste in her music shes all about loud beats and stupid lyrics who in their right mind would make a song called stupid hoe and not to mention her grammar in the song was terrible. 
For once id like to see the music go back to its old roots and a few of you would agree with me. Id like to see the real meaning of music come back to life. Id like to see classy artists come back to life and see less of artists who are addicted to drugs and alcohol, and not to forget that we need artist who are more dedicated to the art of music  than the money that comes by selling records. 
This may be just my opinion. what I am trying to state is not limited to example of artists which I mentioned earlier. the 'trending' phenomenon is overcoming out insight, and i think even a little effort to improvise and state something to the people as a reminder. after all...music is an acquired taste, but my point and vision applies to all genres of music, and all types.

Sunshine Award

Sunshine Award

I'd like to thank Optimistic Child for getting me here

Rules

1. Include the award logo in a post or on your blog page.

2. Answer 10 questions about yourself. These are below.

3. Nominate 10 -12 other fabulous bloggers.

4. Link your nominees to this post and comment on their blog, letting them know about the award.

5. Share the love and link the person who nominated you

Questions

1.What would you most like to change about yourself?

Id like to change how i am usually a shy person around people i first meet and sometimes after as well overcoming my shyness will help me out

2. What is your theme song?

id have t say my theme song at the moment would have to be fading by rihanna

3.One part of your life memory, action, etc. that you wish you could surgically remove from your brain?

I have no idea what my answer would be to that

4. What generation do you wish you had been apart of?

The 1940's

5. What was your favorite childhood toy?

not 100% sure what the answer would be to that but id have to say my minnie mouse doll that lights up

6.What's your favorite housecleaning chore?

chores.. um.. none but since i have to choose id say helping tidy up the store room even though its hot and dusty there

7. Do you Tweet?

yes I do on a daily basis now =) @lilyazki

8. Any goals?

to get my masters

9. Do you really drink coffee all the time?

Not really only when i need the caffeine boost

10. What is the ugliest car you've ever driven and were embarrassed to be seen in?

id have to say the learner car because it had fake fur on the inside

Nominating

i shall nominate my friend sue ( sorry hun dont know how to link it when i do i shall fix it)

if life was a game

What if you could play life like a game
would you go back in time and change things
would you stop time to capture a moment
would you go back in time and erase the bad moments
or would you keep life exactly how it is
if life was a game
who would be your toys
woould you change asppects about them
or keep them how they were
would you try and make things perfect
or would you ruin things
life shoudnt be a game you can play
life should be played out for you
where would the exitment be if you could play your life
where would real friends be if you could change people

9 things i wish people would do

1. I wish if people would indicate on the road.
2. I wish that they wouldn't talk behind your back.
3. I wish if they would appreciate every tiny thing that life brings them
4. I wish if they treat people with respect
5. i wish they knew how to be able to respect themselves
6. i wish if people wouldn't point fingers
7. i wish if people didn't follow your every single action
8. i wish if people didnt judge you by your looks
9. i wish if people would think before they speak (well some pople) 

Friends are like the colorful sprinkles on your cupcake. They make life sweeter.  They bring joy into your life. Friends are all shades of bright colures. They don’t judge you for who you are. They shall always be there for you. A true friend is someone you can call in the middle of the night and they will come to help you out no matter what you did. They would bail you out of jail but most likely they will be there beside you in jail laughing so hard wondering how the hell you managed to get into that situation and saying that it should be part in a movie.

So who are your friends? Do you know them inside and out? You should.

Stop what you are doing and think who you're real friends are. Keep them close to your heart because they will be there for you when you need them. Don’t give up on them and they won't give up on you. Be patient your true friends will come through for you.

You have nothing to worry about. They are there for you. They always will be. No matter what you have done. They will forgive you as long as you forgive them. Things will go back to the way they were. Like I said you have nothing to worry about.

Once a true friend,  always a true friend.  

update of the sandstorm

Turns out that the whole sandstorm situation was just over dramatized here..
we werent hit by it we just had a lot of dust hanging about and the viability went down as well..
all in all things went well  

Sandstorm

Yesterday we were sent home early from college. They said that a sandstorm would hit and that everything would go black.
Nothing happened just a lot of dust and wind which is still here till now. The news just says to be careful.
My friend was telling me that when it dose hit it would be really bad they call it " el shabih" in English that means the phantom.
If you look up at the sky you cant see the sun just a sheet of dust. There are no animals about which makes me only think that some more dust would appear later one.
All of this happened at night so it wasent so bad and it wasent that extreme you could go and walk in it if you were brave enough.
Ill keep you updated if anything dose happen.  

i met you the other day (poem)

I met you just the other day

I had nothing to say

You smiled at me

You had brown eyes

Ginger hair

You were what made my day

All just by saying hey

I think about you ever now and then

One word changed my world

Did I really meet you?

Or was it just a dream?

Brake ups and love

A brake up isn't something easy to do or over come. It takes a lot of courage and a lot of time to forgive and forget.

Life changes after a brake up. You see all the happy couples on their dates holding hands, smiling at each other full of love and you think to yourself where you went wrong. Why did you break up with him?  Is this what you wanted? Is this how you wanted to be?

You are all on your own. No more messages in the morning checking how you are that brings a smile to your face before you start your day. No more late night calls, no more goodnight messages wishing that you sleep well that brings a smile to your face before you close your eyes.

You regret what you have done at times. You think to your self was this the correct thing to do. Will I get over him? Will he ever forgive me for making him go through hell? Will there be someone out there for me?  Someone to fill that hole in your heart.

You are all on your own. You are empty on the inside. No one that you can give your love to. No one to make you smile first thing in the morning or last thing at night.

You see him every now and then. You feel this feeling in your heart. A feeling that will soon go away.  You know that he's happy without you. He's surviving.  He looks away he doesn't even realize that you are standing there, it's as if you don’t exist anymore. As if you are a shadow to him.

You will forget about him soon. The feeling in your heart that you get when you see him will go away. You take each day as it comes. You hope that there is someone out there that will care and love for you like the way he did. You just have to wait for that day to come.

He could be the guy in you class, the guy that you don’t acknowledge. Whoever he is he will care for you.

It is time for you to put that brick wall around your heart down. Let someone love you for who you are. Its okay you have nothing to worry about. Embrace love. You were in love once before so why not give it another chance? It might end in your happily ever after.You will never know unless you give it a shot. So go for it, have fun go for the love.

Love is an amazing feeling. It's what everyone out there needs. A little love never hurt anyone.

Love makes you smile. Fills you up with all those butterflies and warm feelings. Makes your palms sweat makes your heart skip a beat each time you see him or think about him.

You are missing out with all this love. You have the brick wall around your heart it's time to let it down and let love back into your life.

You are afraid of love because of the breakup. It's time to forgive yourself and let love back into you life.

creepy guy at college

There's this guy at college i don't know what his name is he was with me in a class last semester but i completely ignored him and so did a few other people in my class.
I see him at college and i pretend that i'm busy with something so he leaves me alone but no he has to come up to me and talk.  it was really awkward
Later i head to the lab to get some work done a few minutes later i feel someone standing next to me i look up and i saw that it was him i felt like i just wanted to disappear into my seat.
He then starts talking to me about god knows what.  Thankfully my friend comes but before she doses he asked me for my number i felt my heart stop.
Why would he ask me for my number? i don't know who he is. he shouldn't ask for it.
I said no, he tried to convince me to give it to him i'm like sorry i cant i walk up and leave.
My friend gives me this weird look and asks me what happened so i told and then she says " its always the shorts ones"
i don't mean to be rude or anything but yes he was short and creepy.
My question is: why do people think that just because you spoke to them gives them the permission to ask fot your number and why is it that when you say no they still keep on nagging you for it?

photo shoot

Photo shoots are as easy as you think they are. A lot of direction is needed.
Today is day 2 of the photo shoot and its going okay. Today the photographer was a bit picky he would ask you to make slightly then he would complain that the other person in the frame cant be seen so hed ask them ti move slightly. That one picture took over 5 minutes to get us all in place.

Hello Saturday

Its Saturday and im running late for college yet again my class is at 10:00 and i have no idea what to wear for college.
Dose anyone have any fashion advice for what should be worn to college? Im more of a conservative person when it comes to dressing for college because of the amount of older that there are at college that look at ever single girl at college and make you feel awkward with their stares.


I should go get ready for college. Once i'm done ill get back to you =) 
Back.....
I ended up choosing a gray sweater and blue trousers.
I'm off to college now..
Have a grate morning xx

Day one at blogging

Iv always found blogging interesting but have never come round to it and now that i have i think that i may get addicted to it.
Let you tell me about myself you can call me Miss L.
Im 20 years old and I study Business.
What else should you know about me? well i love writing and sometimes i write poetry or doodle short stories of life events.


well this is it form me for now.
Happy blogging who ever reads this, hope you have a nice day xx